You don't have feelings

You need to be a man

Men don't cry

You need to be strong

If you show your soft side, others will think you're weak

You're not a girl, boys don't wear makeup

Take that dress off, dresses are for girls

And cut your hair, it's way too long

You want people to think you're a girl

You can't be this and live in this house

Terrible things that were once said

Fucking with my head again

Self-doubt and low self-esteem make me stop believing in myself

Big girls don't cry

You need to show the world that we girls can be just as tough as men

Why the baggy boy clothes?

Do you not realize you're a girl?

Why do you want short hair? Your hair should be long.

You're such a tomboy.

Instead of asking why and telling others what they should and shouldn't do

Let me ask you some questions

Why does it matter?

Why is it an issue?

Why do we tear down others and make their business ours?

Do you not realize that your words are causing scars?

Like razor blades shifting each and every way and leaving a trail of blood

No one notices it until it's too late

Words of "Why didn't I see this?" or "How come I didn't know?"

Well, how could you know when you're judging the very person you said you were supposed to love

The very person who is a part of you

The person you decided to disown

Your fake words mean nothing to them

Why couldn't you care when they were still here?

Terrible things that were once said

Fucking with my head again

Self-doubt and low self-esteem make me stop believing

Alone and afraid, always on edge

Do I have a friend who will help lend a hand?

Sometimes it feels as though I don't

So I hide away my feelings until I become numb to the pain

Don't worry about me, I'll be okay

Once I get rid of all of the pain that's surrounding my soul

Then you'll see how fucking important you were to me

And if not, then you can go fuck yourself

-ninibaby